Which way would you go

I need some advice. I ran a travel co (based in UK) before COVID and 2 years down the line, I've still not had any business. Through this time I was lucky enough to get a local authority contract to do web design and marketing for local businesses. This ended in November and since then, it's been damned tough.I managed to get a small walking tour business going for last summer but the demand is so low this year and advertising costs have soared. Been looking at new travel business ideas but the cost to get it set up and running with the associated advertising costs have made it almost impossible. I have cash saved for a couple of months but after that I'm at a loss. I love the idea of building another brand but I can't see how I can achieve it with the little cash I have....sure, I could get a loan but my self confidence is so low I worry incredibly that it would even work.I can build websites and am a decent marketer and have lots of ideas for web based businesses but I've lost the element of risk. The situation is causing me extreme anxiety and need to break away.I've applied for jobs and for absolutely nothing which has hit my confidence. I've worked for myself for 20 years so really want to make it work. I've thought about web Dev but it's so saturated and marketing....well, that is damned competitive too.As I say, I am full of ideas, so much so my business partner is building a website using the print on demand model and wants to get me involved. It's an idea but I can't see us generating any decent revenue. Don't get me wrong, it's a great website which allows the user to design there own specific item online and can see.it being very marketable.Anyway, I'm in a hole. Had no luck with jobs and just needed to get this off my chest. see hubwealthy.com/wealthy