Im 25, canadian, have a criminal record, and really dont want to start a job ever again. Dealing with unemployment has been rough but i just cant work for someone again. I have 30k liquid. I live with my mom for very low cost/comfortable space. I have put a lot of work into making sure im not ever going to be in environments where my anger can turn violent again and that means getting sober. Havent taken as much as an advil in 1.5 months and thats the longest ive gone since i was 20. Im certain i will never smoke weed or take pharmaceuticals again. I have half a degree in civil engineering completed and dont plan on finishing the rest. My passion was always business but i was pressured into engineering and now i just cant afford to take on more student loans to get an mba. I have zero motivation to work. I spend all day reading about crypto or watching news videos or listening to podcasts. It kills me that i will not be able to go to the US for at least 10 years. I have no skills. I constantly worry about my future. I genuinely hate my life and myself. I definitely have passion but my determination is off and my motivation flat lined years ago. If anything just roast me so i have someone to talk to see hubwealthy.com/wealthy
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