
Hello people of reddit, I'm not sure if l it's alright to post here or not however I feel it can be alright.My name is Tom, I won't mention my last name due to safety & privacy concerns however. I don't know where my life is taking me, where my lazy low self esteem life style is bringing me to...I'm 24 years old, married have two kids but I can barely afford to buy them gifts or clothes.. I'm a hard worker, I wake up at 6am and stop my work at around 11pm however it leads me into this maze that keeps changing on me. I'm tired of being poor, I'm tired of not being worthy. Is it jealousy that causes me to think why others were born in wealth and prosperity? Is it envious to wish I can even have half of that? Or even a quarter? Am I ungrateful? Perhaps but one thing is for sure, I want to make it big. But why is it that I lack enginuity, creativity, uniqueness?Was I born stale? Or am I black & white amongst the entire color range? I never went to high school, never finished jt high. Not because I didn't want to but because I was forced to by traditions.... Where is this road to success where I can follow it religiously like I do with my work ethics? Where is this road that can slowly, But assuredly lead me to vast success? Am I asking too much? I'm fearing my future whether I'll face financial debt or not. I had a terrible childhood, drug addict father who was on cocaine, spice and various other drugs, mother who constantly would cheat on father and would cause a living hell daily since I was 3 years old.Can I blame my past? Or do I blame the lack of creativity that wasn't instilled in me by genetics or do I blame how the world didn't give me a chance to be privileged to have the same opportunities others have? I don't know where my life is leading to.. I don't know what I can do I'm scared, I'm embarrassed and I'm ashamed of my self for not being better I wish I could accomplish my dreams I wish I could give my family the best life possible and help others who aren't so blessed. Sorry readers if I seem a bit too self absorbed it's not my intentions.. I just want the blueprints to life? I don't know.. see hubwealthy.com/wealthy






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