I created a small business back in 2016. Ive been netting over $100k per year steadily while really only working part time - this has allowed my a tremendous amount of freedom to travel, and ability to focus on other things in life. But mostly what I have valued in this business venture is the sense of accomplishment, confidence and experience that I can start something from scratch and make it work! The creativity and the payoff of it this has confirmed has been my biggest joy. However, since about 2019 I have steadily noticed how I have been starting to feeing the same dread over this “job” or my role, as I did back when I had a regular corporate job before I started my business. I used to LOVE my business and working with my clients from 2016-2019 and it absolutely didnt feel like work at all during all these years!! It was as if I had a hobby and it was paying me! Now this has changed and I feel the dread of the ol regular job and Im having the Sunday blues for the first time in YEARS. Literally feeling anxiety I haven’t had since 2015. My gut feeling has been telling me to just stop and find something else to do, but Im scared of letting go of the steady money that Ive coming in for years now. Ive contemplated this a LOT and Ive felt this way since end of 2019 so its not completely covid related. I just feel like this chapter is closing and I should embark upon n something new. Problem is that I have no tangible idea what that new thing/venture is. Im well cushioned and could go a few years without working so there’s no money urgency at all. I know in my heart that I can’t be happy again until I let go of this and start anew. I truly believe in LOA and that if I completely close one door another will open. But at the same time I don’t want to look back in regret. Right now Im just in limbo and it feels like purgatory. Maybe someone has a similar experience to share. All advice is greatly welcome and appreciated 🙏🏽 see hubwealthy.com/wealthy
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