How ya doing folks? I just had a terrible day today and completely blew it on a big project i'm working on. I damaged a custom roof for a client with a home worth a couple million and they are listing it this week. The husband looks at me in disgust while the wife is understanding but also disappointed.I just made this post to basically vent.. I have all these bills and loans i am trying to pay off. Employees are hard to come by. Some of my friends and family have become distant or just don't like me now and i don't really know why.I just get so burnt out sometimes... my knee hurts, my love life and relationships are lacking. Drinking and drugging becomes attractive under all the stress...Sometimes i wish i could be a normie. You know, the friend you have with a good stable job. Works from home. Has a great wife and goes on vacations frequently. Also has a healthy bank account. He makes it look so easy!!Meanwhile, i'm over here busting ASS and can barely turn a profit some months. Always investing back in the business... wish i could come up with something to get out of the construction business but i am in so deep and feel so close to a breakthrough. No girlfriend. No vacations. Just grinding. Pretty depressing. But i remember at my old job i felt even worse and hopeless. At least with my business i have a fighting chance out of poverty... inflation is just killer. They raised my rent 300$ in just one month.I wish i was smarter. I make alright money but there is so many different, better ways. I just feel sick today and my chest feels heavy.Tomorrow, i will go face the music and try to fix this roof and hope i get paid for the rest of my work i did. I will live to see better days but it just gets overwhelming sometimes...My major goals this year is to buy a house, buy a dump truck, get my real estate license and get started on that path and hopefully transition into a different business.spend time with loved ones and find a nice lady to spend time with. If you have read this far, thanks for reading! see hubwealthy.com/wealthy
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